I obviously have neglected this blog to the point where I almost forgot it existed. But for whatever reason I always wanted this page to be well-known and well-liked. Honestly, I don’t really care about that anymore. Why did I need to be seen by the world? I see myself and my life is for me to live to the fullest.
Anyway, I’m blathering already.
I gave up on this blog because I became a bit discouraged. The thing is, I’m a coward and self-contradicting. I wanted EVERYONE to read this blog, but I didn’t want anyone I knew in real life to see it. So that was dumb. I became discouraged because people were reading it that I didn’t want to, and then I was discouraged that no one was reading it at all. Silly me.
And now, it seems, I am back. I don’t really know why. Part of me just feels like I should start writing more. I don’t expect to be good at it. I’ve never been very eloquent, or observant, or witty…or anything. I just am who I am. And I need to write. My brain needs to practice forming sentences and my thoughts need to work on arrange themselves in a way that makes sense. And so here I am. Getting a workout in at the end of my day.
Man, I am out of shape.